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A LONG WEEK

5/28/2018

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​A I WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF HAIR LOSS, I WILL NOT FEAR, FOR AS MY HAIR FALLS, I WILL KNOW I AM STRONGER ---  I WILL KNOW I AM MORE THAN MY HAIR. YOU MIGHT TAKE MY HAIR (ALTHOUGH I WISH YOU WOULDN'T) BUT YOU WON'T TAKE MY LIFE.  

THANKS, GOD.

​Happy Memorial Day! Remember all those who have gone before us that sacrificed their lives for our safety and freedom. I had an uncle, Kenneth Wayne Fare, who was killed in the Korean conflict at age 19.  This is also a day to remember our loved ones who have passed before us and that we still miss so badly.


Okay.  So this has 
​​been an incredibly looonnnng week or so. At the time of the last post, I hadn't had my second chemo. Tuesdays will be "chemo" day for the next six months. Anyhoo, this past Tuesday my Dr. Ghosh decided to add a second kind of chemo, so my infusion session lasted longer. I don't know what was in that second part of the new concoction, but I DID NOT like it. Or rather, it didn't like me. I  was in misery from Tuesday to early Sunday morning with extreme constipation. My abdomen hurt so bad. Finally, got over that, but I was beginning to wonder if I was going to have to do like the old joke, "Did ya hear about the constipated mathematician? She had to work it out with a pencil!"    Sorry, but I did feel really crummy. 

​And, the hair. OMG    It is falling at a very rapid rate. Hair is everywhere. When I went to church yesterday (I only stayed for half of it cause I wasn't feeling the greatest), I noticed I had like a spiderweb mist of loose hanging hair all around me. Gross. I am so glad that Jenna and I went to Jeffrey Scott's salon last week and bought a new wig. It is longer than the three I have from the last cancer go-around. But I wear my hair longer now, and this new piece is more in line with my current style. In real life, it is very close in color to my real color.
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​I suspect I will wearing this one sooner than I expected.  NOTE: That wad next to the wig is single hairs that I collected, just from running my fingers through my hair a few times.

​I need to name it. You remember my last three wigs were named Rochelle, Roxie, and Rochelle II. Granddaughter Cate suggested  i name this one Roseanne (but personally, I am not politically on the same page as Roseanne from TV, so I think not!)  I'llthink of something. After all, this thing will be a very close friend of mine for the next six or seven months.

​And so, tomorrow will be the third infusion in 15 days. This is a lot harder than last time for some reason. Both new chemo juices are different from last time, so that must be the difference. 

​The doctor instructed me to eat more green, leafy salads,  lots of protein, and yogurt --- or take probiotics. I tried the yogurt, but that stuff sucks!!!!! It tasted like eating sour cream. So probiotics, it will be for me. 

​I finally am feeling much better. I went out last evening (when it was cooler --- had been around 100 degrees all day) and did a bunch of mowing and some trimming. I wanted our yard to look nice for the holiday. After getting that done, I felt much happier since it makes me nervous to have a messy, shaggy lawn.

​So, tomorrow is another chemo day. I'll let you know if it goes well, or --- well, doesn't. Either, way, it has to happen.

​                                                                         GOD BLESS YOU ALL

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